i am sooo mad

well it turns out that he didnt like me in that way so i didnt score him. i just think he's scared. i am soo mad and sad and heart broken cause i reckon i looked so hot. i dressed up 4 nothing.... oh well i guess i haf to get over him. ill find someone new. Maybe ill find someone this holidays when i am at Sydney. awesome i look forward to going there. ill get new stuff..... but one day i will get him. But 4 now i will look forward to X'mas. i put up new decorations. i have tinsel that are like holly.